Spring

Spring is finally here!! I truly should have been a bear, hibernating through winter sounds soo good. 
No words of wisdom today, no views on life, just carrying on one day at a time as life goes on.

And life goes on,

I wait to die,

All the while the world passes by.

I live, I laugh, I smile...

My mask I wear to meet the task.

For life goes on and so must I

don't ask me why

I am Sorrow, I bleed Sorrow, I have truly become Sorrow. My Soul has never healed from the loss and release of you my sister dear. I fear it never will.

I see you there, I'm holding your hand, you take your last breath, and the I must breath, your single tear- your silent goodbye. My lungs burning for your next breath..... it doesn't come. It never will... for you my dear sweet sister are no longer here. 

Trapped in the prison that your body became you didn't even get to say the things you wanted to say. But your single tear said them all, as still today, three years later they still grip my heart and soul with love that will never die!

Life goes on.... until it doesn't... until then I am Sorrow.

Thoughts

You are a living magnet. What you attract into your life is in harmony with your dominant thoughts.

And life does go on

Today, tomorrow, life goes on. Life can't be lived in yesterdays but yesterdays often hold onto life, not wanting to let go. But life goes on. Why can't life just stop for once, just stop... take a breath... remember yesterday without pain, without sorrow, without moving forward or backward. Why does life go on? When life has had one so sweet and special removed from it? Does life know what it has lost? Can life go on when the will is gone? Truly go on not just be lived? It can only be answered by today for tomorrow never comes and yesterday is forever gone... life will go on.

I'm still standing

Sometimes when you think you have things figured out, life throw you a curve ball, often knocking you flat on your butt. Who is there to pick you up and help you back on your path are the ones who truly matter. Who is there for you? As for me I stand or fall alone; even though there are people who are around me who profess to love me, I stand alone.

"I long to accomplish a great and noble task, but it is my chief duty to accomplish small tasks as if they were great and noble."

Helen Keller

Crossing

You can't cross a sea by merely

staring into the water.

Rabindranath Tagore